I am alive!

Sort of...
I just hate going through motion.
Everyday its just going to work and going back home to study.
I can't wait for As to be over, but I can't bear to see it come near.
At least I will have my long awaited study leave before the exams.

People clear leave to go out and relax,
I have to stay at home to study.
Its' so high school.

Not that high school is bad,
Nothing beats going to army.
Though my life is quite good as compared to others,
It still sucks.
Two years is still two years wasted,
no matter how you look at it.

Dec 4th. I will be free then.
Free from all those chains that has bound me for so long.

Fun Week!

Seems like I have been having too much fun lately.
Its a good way to distract from studies.
:)
Wednesday saw me at Mediacorp for Chendi's recording at 我要唱下起! (Don't forget the Lyrics)
With Shaorong, Benja, Mummy and Francis.
Reached Mediacorp for some time and met up with Chendi's Mum.
After a long wait, we finally got into the recording!
Some guy was raraing us and he said he is actually very handsome when he put makeup.
So I just commented, he must have not put makeup yet.
LOL.
Lucky he didn't hear me, because the other audiences were already laughing at him,
when he mentioned the word "handsome".
See, I am not so bad. :)
We waited and waited and waited,
and finally the recording started!
The host was damn funny and Chendi's segment was the best! :)
You so have to watch it on tv. It should be on 6th of October.
Shan't spoil it for you. :)

Saturday saw me drinking at Costal Sands,
for Razzi 21st Birthday Party!
There was so much wine,
Johnny Walker, which I just realised is actually wine,
Vodka, the all time favourite,
Whiskey,
Corona extra,
Tiger Beer,
and Finally.....
Martini! :) My favorite thus far.
Maybe cause it not as strong as the rest of the alcohol,
and I always wanted to tried Martini Chololate Martini
But still, there wasn't chocolate there to make it.
Oh wells, Still didn't drink too much,
didn't want to test my beer tolerance level
and end up puking somewhere.
It wasn't a peaceful sleep,
because there was a whole bunch of underage gangster and ganstress
who smoked, singed horribly (if you think my singing was bad, you will die from hearing them sing),
and made damn a lot of noise outside their room.
At least we tried to control when it reaches like 11
and we hide inside the room instead of shouting and singing in the open.
We had half a mind to complain about them,
because they will still making hell of a noise at 3am,
and they were smoking when they were obviously still in secondary school.
So much for the "You are underage, I don sell."
Wake up, even students in uniform can buy cigarettes,
who don't want extra money?
Plus teenagers are the bulk of their smokers,
peer pressure, pressure from parents, they used it as a anti-depressant.
When morals and ethics meets money, usually the latter will win.
Don't bother trying to argue, its not a sweeping statement.
If certain organization with power have ethics,
won't they already ban smoking if it was so unhealthy.
NO, they don't.
They just slap a heavy tax onto cigarettes,
so they can continue to earn money,
while people die.
Don't you just love our "certain organization with power"

And more more to come... :)

"Think of the nicest thing he did to you?"
"He never scold you for one day?" 
"No la, he gave me toilet paper." :)

Blurred again.

I thought I can't be any blur than I am now,
Until I lost my 11B and then I spend one hour,
Just looking for it.
I walked to the cookhouse to look for it,
And then someone called my name,
This time, he was right in front of me,
And I was like, "Wha?"
As he gave up and turned away,
I was like, "Oh, Royston."
Ok, so I am really bad at recognizing faces.
And Sheng Yong called out to me,
at least I could recognize his face.
But I was in a panicked mode,
Trying to locate my 11B.
So still very blur. 
Then I saw Laixing,
It is always nice to see a familiar face,
Makes NS less sian.
His first reaction was "$50!",
when I told him I lost my 11B.

And then, I finally found it.
In my office.
Right at the side of my chair.
It slipped out when I was sitting down.
Naughty Card that caused me so much grief.
OMG, I am blogging about NS.
:( :( :(


"You are wearing faded jeans!" -Some Officer.
"Sir, this is THE original colour."

Blurred.

Life seems to be flashing past quite fast nowadays,
Maybe its because the workload is a tad bit heavier,
And you just keep working on it to get it done and
POOF, its going home time.

I don't know whether I actually like this kind of life,
On one hand, time passes very fast,
Making the undesirable two years, ( yes, it is still undesirable), pass faster,
But somehow, it just shows the fragility of time,
Of how man just let time slip on unnoticeably.
It just feels like my life is now blocks and blocks.
Work. Lunch. Work. Home and so on,
Where is the commas that I had taked from granted all these years?

O Time, come back to me?

Something funny happened today while I was going home,
A flash of green marched past me,
And I heard my name coming from there,
I whirled around, trying to sense the source,
But everyone looks the same, with no hair, green uniform, green cap and a black laptop bag.
I stared and stared and stared,
My name was repeated and repeated and repeated,
Until someone said, "He looked blurred."
Then I finally noticed one familiar faces,
But there was many people calling my name,
Do I know so many people?
But it just warms me up a little bit,
At the familiarity, at the fact that I am not forgotten,
Makes me miss school more and more.

"Peng Tiong Peng Tiong Peng Tiong Peng Tiong"
 Went the marching soldiers up the hill hill hill.

Harry Potter and the funny Prince.

Yep, you heard it right, I really think the director should just renamed the film to that.

There was minimal action and they focused more on the relationship in the film more than their desire to kill Voldermort. For a while there, I thought I was watching a chick flick by mistake. Well, at least the film was pretty funny and the whole theater was rolling in laughter at some of the cleverly crafted scene. However, once I reminded myself that I should be watching some dark Harry Potter film, the laughter died down.

It would be very hard to actually meet up to the readers' expectations but this time, I doubt they were even trying. I really wonder if non-readers of the book could actually understand the movie except the fact that Hermione loves Ron and Harry is with Ginny.

You properly won't miss much if you gave this movie a miss, but these are the movies you know you will have to watch despite being disappointed. Let's just hope New Moon, another novel-to-movie adaptation will be much better.

 But I am the chosen one!

So not Obsessed

With Obsessed because it is not a very good movie.
Watched it with qy yesterday and while the movie wasn't bad, it will let you leave the cinema leaving with nothing, no surprises, no plot twist and very little action with just a cat-fight at the very end. Trust me, if you really want to know the story, just watch the trailer, the trailer showed almost everything anyway. :)

And after that, I went to Princess P house again for tuition again and we are almost finishing the syllables, much to her relief. I really owe it to her, she helped me achieved something that could had taken me months to digest, which by then, A levels will be here again.

Ain't I lucky to be blessed with friends like that? :)

Work, Work

1 week had passed and I had learned around 50% of the work I will be doing as a clerk in camp. Well, lucky for me, my upperstudy, sherman, is very nice and patient, so I will have no stress learning and asking a lot of questions so I will not make mistakes once I officially take over when he ORD in like a few months.

He is quite funny though and very forgetful. He can put his jockey cap on one table, walked to the next and then asked me where is his jockey cap. At least the office won't be so boring with people like him. Let's just hope that my remaning time in army will be filled with laughter and randomness as opposed to regimentation and disclipline.

And, I never thought my life will be filled with unfinished homework yet again, it happened in secondary school, then JC, and now. I really need to prioritize my time properly so I will not disappoint the people who had put in effort in giving me the homework and at the end of the day, I produced nothing. It is even worse when the people are your closest friends. :( So off I go to finish my homework. Tschüss.

Thank you both for your effort and sorry for my lack of.

Clerk Clerk.

Ok, so I am finally posted to Stagmont Camp which is quite near my house so that is a huge major relief. Though I had been hoping to be posted out of Tekong asap, I just can't feel but a bit sad when it finally came. I can't believe I will say this, but I miss Tekong.

*Gasp* So I said it, but I do not miss the 3 hours traveling time there but I really miss the people in the office even though it was but two weeks. Ironically, I should miss Tekong and my buddies because we are supposed to "bond" through hardship and torture when we went through BMT (Basic Military Torture) but no. I guess doing push ups together really didn't make us extremly good friends and we were too tired at the end of the day to communicate much where unlike this time, where we just spent much of our time slacking in the office and hit it off quite well.

I saw one of the most beautiful sunrise on the bus ride to Tekong on the last day and when I went back, there was a beautiful rainbow just shinning over the clouds. The gifts that nature keep on giving, it was wonderful and it ended my attachment to Tekong on a good note. 

At least the fellow clerks in my unit are quite nice people and it is very easy to pass time just by talking or walking around the canteen or e-mart buying food, (which I swear will stop because I am getting fat), just to pass the time until 5.30pm when everyone just seems to know minutes before and bags will be packed.

Well, time to hit the books as A levels is yet approaching. Tata!

Sorry, Princess P. 

I had a dream, you were in it. 
Oh wait.
I had a nightmare, you were in it.